i am childless. i just know i would be a bad parent. one reason is a lack of money. experts say child abuse is passed down. my pap beat me and i knew i would beat my children. it is what i was taught. pap worked 3 jobs and came home exhausted. no time for help with school work or making model air planes or sitting in the back yard looking for shooting stars.
we had clothes and food and a roof over our heads and beatings. i was 15 years old before we got a color tv. we never went to disney land although we did go to the 1964 world’s fair.
i figure that i would not have enough money to give my children the things they need. i would come home exhausted from work with no time for home work, making model air planes or sitting in the back yard looking for shooting stars. i would never take my kids to disney land or go scuba diving in cancun. in short they would have had wants and desires i could not fullfil and they would hate me and i would beat them. the circle would be complete.
and they in turn would learn that you beat your children.
mam and pap would often tell me even as an adult, ” good sons and daughters dont ask their parents for help”. yup, that brutal. pap did inquire about my status many years later. i always replied, “the same as always” with no details. they trained me too well. he stopped asking.
i understand there are parents who help their children. they give them sound advice and financial aid when necessary.
the problem is uhmerika is a sick nation with a broken society. just as pap had to work long hours so do many other paps and now a days mams. children grow up with outbursts of anger from frustration and failure. supervisors and bosses, psychotic ans psychopathic, threaten parents with starvation and homelessness. “work hard and long for very little money or i will fire you!”, they say. parents take it and take it, go home and beat their kids.
minimum wage…heh-heh! as i write this it’s $7.50 an hour in new jerky. they had a commission recently recommend it not be raised. one aspect they used for the decision was the cost of living in this fair state. just imagine a bunch of guys making $100,000 or more coming to the conclusion that one can live within a 100 mile radius of new york city on $7.50 an hour.
i currently make $16 per hour. THAT is minimum wage. i can pay my property taxes, utility bill, phone bill (POTL), internet, insurance, food, service a small revolving debt and still buy one six pack a week AND take my girl friend out to low cost or free venues. that’s it! no saving for retirement or having 3 months emergency savings in the bank or buying a new car or going to disney land or scuba diving in cancun. i have no kids. i live by myself.
i am very low down and ornery. i could not imagine being a good and kind and gernerous parent on this money. how can any commission conclude there is no need to raise the official minimum wage? because the elite want it that way. they want parents to beat their children. the elite dont want generations of well adjusted, reasonable and intelligent families. they want emotionally crippled citizens who cant think straight so they can O!-pressed and exploited.
my brudder is an alcoholic junkie. it appears to me it is a result of pap’s beatings. i am an under achiever. two failures. i should procreate new life into the cycle of failure? i’m 55. with any luck it is just too late.
once a brother in law mentioned to me he caught his son surfing porn on the internet. he asked, “what am i supposed to do?” and what sort of advice should i have given? beat the crap out of him like my pap done to me?
my mam now a days is very protective of the grand children. we all must be “HAPPY!” at any family gathering with no bad vibes or negative thoughts. funny, mam never told pap not to beat us. we got tons of bad vibes and negative thoughts. but then mam was rather phony.
uhmerika is phony.
February 22, 2011
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